I'm wondering how long it's going to take to find the right meds for me- there's so much goddamn trial and error involved, and life doesn't just wait for you to sort that shit out, so I've got uni stuff that'll progressively build up, leads to stress and pressure and whatnot, and meanwhile you're stuffing around, not even sure if what you're taking will actually help. It probably won't be as bad as I'm making it out to be this semester, since my assessment schedule isn't too hectic, but yeah, that's one of the main things on my mind
Well, today's my birthday and I have rehearsal until 8 tonight, somehow the guy that I like found out that I did, and my other friend said he's going to making today... interesting. EDIT: Figured I'd extend it and make it a full explanation. So, on the positive side today, my birthday present is my school's GI performance. For those of you who don't know, GI is basically a play but without props or a sound track that you can play. My school is doing ''Finding Nemo'', which they did a great job on. Not to mention the guy I like is on that cast, but that's beside the point. In addition, my Stats teacher is turning our test for today into a class test because he has someone observing him, which means I might actually get a good grade on a test in that class! Then there's the part that worries me. My friend of sorts that's broken me a few times (#ItsComplicated) and I both fell for the same guy, but the guy likes him more. Turns out that the guy asked the friend if I liked him and he told the guy that I did... I would've liked to it myself but hey, circumstances. This was immediately followed by him telling me that he'd make today ''interesting'' for me today so my anxiety levels are up right now and idk what to feel.
Regardless whether or not your arguments are good in a suspect discussion, everything mixes into a giant cesspool of condescension and flawed logic in the end.
Ad hominem is the best way to argue in a suspect discussion; if you don't, then you are a bad person unworthy of posting, so your statements and opinions are wrong.
Time is speeding up. Anyone else noticing this shit? Dude it's fucking April already..what the fuck..I feel like January was like a month ago. Maybe the Earth is responding to higher vibrational levels because more and more people are becoming conscious of what is going on (GMOs, Fluoride etc), that or something enormous is about to happen/is happening..maybe this Ukraine shit? I don't know. What is time anyway?
A friend of mine recently commit suicide and it's gotten me thinking a lot. I always considered them to be one of the happier/stronger ones out there but to have someone like that just crumble is just terrifying to see.
I'm sorry to hear that. It really is a terrible thing when someone dies in such a manner. It's heartbreaking, even.
Giving me all ur luff bby I keep wondering if maybe I should die. I'm not depressed or anything, I just wonder what would happen. How would the butterfly effect change things based on my death? These thoughts keep me out of the good schools.
Hey, someone found the thread. I was wondering where it went. I'm happy my old thread was found. I hope it wasn't in plain sight and I just missed it. That would be embarrassing.
literally all my new socks wear out in a few months while my 3-5 year old socks are still perfectly intact :(
Haven't posted in this thread since last year, holy crap. I'm thinking about how busy the weekend ended up being in terms of the Internet and music. Joey Graceffa released a new music and came out without really saying it (watch his new music video "Don't Wait" to see what I mean) along with the current musical war that's about to happen: Britney Spears + Iggy Azalea vs Taylor Swift + Kendrick Lamar along with all of the people that made a cameo in her music video (Selena Gomez, Ellie Goulding, Zendaya, and Hayley Williams to name a few). Who do I think will win? Well... Besides that, just thinking about all the writing I've been doing lately (a memoir, fictional story, album) and just how the future is shaping up for me in general. Oh, and what the hell I'm going to say in my 1000th post too since I'm creeping up on that.
I love T Swift but fuck her right now check this hype ass shit https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v8_lHwq2C8